syncs a lost love returns

as i couldn't sleep today, i decided to have a tidy up in my studio/bedroom/office.
when a poem fell out of book.
it is a personal piece by a very old friend, steven todd,


 i met him when i was going through my divorce, he was in a real bad way, and had just broken up with his girlfriend, we helped each other through the dark days and nights, he is a light worker, and has memories of the ships. anyway that is the back ground, he gave me this poem, which i said i would publish when the time is right, so here goes.
my first ever blog
(please just egnore my spelling and punctuation, i am not a words person, as i think in pictures , dont see words unless im reading them lol)..

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Steven Todd
a personal piece.



                                            lost, alone and you


Never in my wildest dreams, did i ever believe that i would meet another caring, passive, romantic and compassionate revolutionary. When i first glimpsed her beauty, something stirred deep inside. A light shone through my darkness and awakened my soul. she had eyes of such wonder, I almost believed she was an angel searching the room for lost love.I began to wonder if she would feel my suffering, then she gazed upon my bare vulnerable soul. Her gaze was so intense I covered my eyes with fear, but the fear lasted only momentarily and was replaced with a light emanating pure love. She smiled. As she read my thoughts she spoke. Her voice a choir of angels with harps echoed around my consciousness. I began to her love, believing that a wonder such as she could never love someone so lost as myself.Again i succumbed to her gaze. I spoke without moving my lips, my words flowed free, being drawn out of me by her innocence. It was then i knew that I would her for eternity. May god send my soul to hell if I ever stopped. She was closer now yet, I swear i never saw her move. Closing my eyes, I began to wish I would think of the right words. There I was lost, alone and you.
In the gloom of the room my torturers quietly sneaked away, they would never have any pictures of you to manipulate or disfigure. With their evil tongues they fled.
My love free i saw you as a reflection of myself. I did not understand what dream you wanted me to see. Suddenly the image transformed. The dream you had given me was suddenly understood. You can only truly love someone if you truly love yourself. Thoughts of love and happiness teased my darkness. It refused to bite. It was too weak. No longer my master. I opened my eyes to see you inches away from my face.
You kissed me.
The feeling of falling overwhelmed my senses. into what , i did not know, but there was only your love whistling over my cleansed body. You whispered that you loved me, again and again and again.............
 never did I believe i would be lost, alone and .........

with out you.

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